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5.23.07
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DRUNKEN SOBER MOMENTS
So.. I put myself out there.. Again!! Last night.. Damn! I said the words I never wanted to say.. Again! Haha. And just because I couldn't control myself ********, thanks a lot! Teacher na talaga kita sa pagiging outta control! Haha*, I asked him THE question.. Haha. You guys will never know what that question is. Haha. It's between that guy and me!! :) Wahaha. But anyway, there are pros and cons to both answers and I'm not even sure if I really want it or if I'm just pushing myself over the edge *oo na, panakip-butas!!* Haha. So yeah, he replied with the answer I was pretty much expecting and I dunno if I'm happy about it or not. Fine! Sabog na sa sabog. Haha. But really.. If you were in my position.. You've loved this person since you could remember then blah blah.. Haha. Secret!!
But why is there a dull ache in my heart where someone else used to be? *Shh!* Haha. These are two different people, aight? Fuck!! It just hurts.. Wahaha. Am I depressed? Or am I just pushing myself to be depressed? Ay nako!!
Confused ampuch!! Haha. Dunno what to think or what to feel anymore.. Damn! This is totally screwed up.
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