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5.20.07
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BIPOLARISM???!!!
Okay, so admittedly, I stalk people. Haha. Through the Internet ah! You might think that I really am a stalker. Excuse me?! Haha. So anyway, I checked his FRIENDSTER about five minutes ago, and I felt that dull pain in my stomach again. The "poof" hurts. Haha. Know why it hurts so much? Never had deep feelings for him but he was just PERFECT. And I mean, gorgeous, hot, smart, rich!, a good conversationalist and a perfect gentleman!! Damn! I want him!! Haha. Kidding. Maybe. Weii!
But there's still someone who owns my heart.. And probably forever will. Just hope that if he never intends to gimme his heart, I can take back mine. Because as long as he holds my heart, he'll crush the life outta me and lead me to my demise. I'm slowly dying.. And that's not a metaphor nor an exaggeration. That's the truth. But I still hope and pray that he'd gimme his heart. His whole heart. Because I gave him mine.
But the other guy's so perfect! But the guy who owns me is the one. Or was the one. Hopefully, he'll come back and take me in his arms and love me forever. Haha.
I'm suffering from mild depression. And I'm bipolar. Shit.
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